I Am Birthday Girl :DDDDDD #FeeelingOld -..-
Thursday, 16 October 2014 | 03:45 | 0 Blackjack
Hola.. it's me again . *OfCourseMeLaaa* -_-' ..Like my title, today is my birthday...
What i'm doing today? I'm lepak(Going to Big Apple KLCC) i'm not alone, but with my lap top and mr wifi ..hahaha..
Owh .. last night I wanna meet myyy.. myy .. myvi .. my mr lover ...but~..the Candle light Dinner *The date only!Stop dreaming about candle light dinner pija* CANCEL :'3 ..hahahaha.. *sadLaugh* this is because of me ,, maybe I too ego and I don't know why i'm like that that night.. I push her to fetch me at time square,he told me that the traffic jam, but I ignore it and make my ANNOYING behavior (man hate girl like this, beware ladies) .. then maybe he really mad + tired + stress (3 in 1), furthermore tomorrow morning he wanna meet his customer at P.J,, he makes a decision "cancel tonight"......... i'm silent for a while.. (MAYBE FOREVER!)..ok2.. this is my fault, Duibuqi~ (I'm sorry) I miss him, everyday~ honestly, I always miss him from our first meet..It's been a long time I didn't meet him .. Then because of that, I buy this book -..-

The Rules Of LOVE ..errrrr.. This book give us some tips how's to kill loving your lover.. Sometimes i feel really funny what's wrong with myself now, buy a love novel and I trying to wear make up.. BHAHAHAHAH! ok this is funny ..You know what I hate novel, especially a novel about love,, And I can't imagine if I wear make up on my face, my face must be like down there if I wear make up -..-
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
This is my picture now
Ok.. I buy a necklace for me.. buy a present for myself.. I love myself.. That's why sometimes I hang out alone, going to class alone, study alone,watching movie alone,eat alone.. like other words I like doing something ALONE, sometimes I need him to be with me, always.. I have a lot friends.. and more than that.. sometimes my friend said to me that I very arrogant because I don't like to be with them.. ( I'M NOT CRAZY OK?!!!) i'm normal
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And this is some surprise from my friends and my sister
From my mom.. I just want her Do'a (pray to Allah) ;') .. That's all.. I don't want anything else..
*ok i'm wanna crying right now, i'm very sensitive when I talked about my mom :')*
Your Sincerely,
Nurul Safizah Bt Sapie














